Vitamin-Max // 维生素Max

This blog entry is written in two languages. The title is:
Cho Seung-hui was laughed at in high school

“Go back to China!(滚回中国去)”，同学们喊到。His classmates yelled at him because he seemingly showed that his English is not good.

美国人普遍认为今天的惨剧100%完全是他的责任，和其他人没有一点关系。
Most Americans would say that Cho is totally responsible for this tragedy and no one else should be blamed at all.

美国人认为，在高中被欺负的人多的去了，为什么只有Cho杀人了？所以被欺负不是原因。但是他们只是说被欺负(bully)，不是被歧视。他们也不敢提。
Americans argue that many kids were bullied, but they did not become a crazy killer. So bully is not the reason. But they would only discuss “bully”, they are reluctant to discuss the racism or something like that.

我在MITBBS上看到这样一个高中就来到美国的中国人的帖子：
I read this on MITBBS posted by a Chinese who came to US since high school:

发信人: eeguy (lostsheep), 信区: Virginia
标 题: Re: 原来cho在高中经常被嘲笑，
发信站: BBS 未名空间站 (Fri Apr 20 07:31:09 2007)

小时候被嘲笑没什么所谓，长大了会忘记的
到了高中的话还被嘲笑一定会在心理上留下很大阴影
我是高中来美国的，第一堂数学课老师玩一个游戏
因为从前没有玩过所以不熟悉规则，没有做出来
当即被同班一个美国同学笑，”everyone got it except the chinese”
全班马上笑起来
其实我当时的英文不错的，他们说的什么我都听得一清二楚

虽然没有”go back to china”之类的伤人
可是当时我的心理是非常愤怒的，这一幕我以后也会记得
所以我理解cho seung-hui被长期侮辱而导致心理极度扭曲
不过这不是杀人的理由，我认为他的家庭有相当的责任，没有及时关怀

从长远来看，应该像非裔，墨西哥裔那样站起来争取自己的权益
就如niger这类的带歧视的称呼被禁止一样，chink,chinaman，ching之类的也应该教育
下一代不能说，从小事开始才可以最终提升亚裔的地位

I generally translate it to english as following:

Being laughed at when you are a kid is not a big deal, you’ll forget it when you grow up
But being laughed at in high school would leave a psychological shadow on your mind
I came to US since high school, the first Math class, teacher let us play a game
I never played so I did not know the rules, so I did not figure out
I was immediately laughed at by one American classmate, “everyone got it except the chinese”
The whole class laughed
My English was quite good at that time, I can understand them very clearly.

Although this is not as bad as “go back to china”
But I was very angry, and I will remember
So I understand Cho Seung-hui was humiliated for a long time and his mind was deranged
But this should not be the reason for killing, I believe his family has quite a bit responsibility, they did not take good care of him

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我不能理解美国人的Cho的今天完全是他个人的责任的说法。
I do not understand American say that Cho’s the today(dead and criminal) is solely because of himself.